Crunch Time
Time seem to be moving very fast. It just few months before campus life ends. More I think about it, more I feel insecure and distressed. Not that I am worried about my placements.
I am afraid of making “choice”. Soon I would asked to make decisions. Decisions which can make my life or leave me with regret. I thought, this two years stay (hiding from outside world) would give me time to think and reflect upon myself. I still havent found any directions.
Right now focusing on short term goals. Many things to be done before I leave campus. Plan to run 15 km this week. No plans yet made for possible Melghat sanctuary trip in the term break. Need to plan something for the christmas holidays. I havent followed up on Basic Mountaineering course with NIM or Darjeeling Institute. If not BMC, a long trek needs to be planned. I have registered for Spanish course next term, if it happens I would be completing one more of my 43 things.
Have two exams tomorrow; but dont feel like studying. Last 4 papers, did not study for more than few hours each. Somehow I lost the competitive spirit. Is this aging? ;)
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